One Date, Two Destinies: A Book Release

Hello, everyone!

Happy Malaysia Day to all of you who are from Malaysia!

On another and related note, those of you who know me probably know that I am a big fan of Lee Kuan Yew. 

Well, that’s a bit of a small understatement. I mean, it would have to be for someone who was somehow so moved that he decided to write an entire book about Lee Kuan Yew, which is by the way exactly what I did. 

This Malaysia Day, 16 September, I’m very happy to announce the release of “One Date, Two Destinies: Lee Kuan Yew and the Birth of Malaysia and Singapore”, at a (Malaysia Day) discount!

Pick it up here or here:
https://victortanws.gumroad.com/l/september16th 

Also, here’s a sample that you can have a look at to preview the contents!

This was a fun project to engage in, writing about the entire track of Lee Kuan Yew’s history from his birth up until the end. 

I think it is crucial to look back at the past to understand history better, and this is one of the first things that a person will understand, I think, if they look just a little bit beneath the surface of Malaysian history and that which we call Malaysia. 

I don’t think that there is quite a project that is like this, but I think that it was an extremely fun one – It contains many of my own personal reflections about Mr. Lee and the role that he played in Malaysia and Singapore, and in our shared history together, one that was born from a time of what can rightfully be called trauma. 

I hope that you will find it meaningful and valuable for your own personal development and growth even as you reflect on these stories. 

Thank you for your support in advance if you would like to purchase the book!

Yours, 

V.

Monday Feud

Had a nice start to the week with a range of different things happening here and there, one of which was a small feud between myself and deadpudds (lol I never thought I would say this), manifested in this video:

Okay, granted, I am probably the person who started the feud given that I commented on her video LOL.

Naturally, she was more than a bit ?????? (I guess that happens if someone calls you an egg and then places you on a frying pan + there are hundreds of comments from people not happy with you lmao).

lmao sorry pudds

Anyway, things didn’t start off on the best note, but oddly enough we proceeded to have a very in depth and interestingly enough, totally civil conversation that we might continue a little later.

It’s also worthwhile to note that she’s also probably going to step up with the Palestine activism, but of course that’s her choice and prerogative and while many of you don’t agree with her, let’s not go out and attack her or anything – instead, consider sharing the video if you found the perspective valuable.

All I said I said truthfully and with my best beliefs, and whether you’re pro-Palestinian or otherwise, I invite you to stop by and join the conversation 😀

Thank you for reading, sepupz!

The Blockade That Needs Breaking

The interceptions began just after midnight, Gaza time.

At 12:58 AM on October 2nd, Israeli naval forces boarded the Grande Blu approximately sixty nautical miles from Gaza’s coastline. Ninety-six minutes later, they took the Hio. By dawn, seventeen Malaysians had lost contact with the Sumud Nusantara Command Centre in Sepang—a purpose-built facility that had spent the previous month tracking the flotilla’s progress across the Mediterranean with a custom-designed monitoring system developed in just four days by volunteers.

In Kuala Lumpur, the response was immediate and visceral. Prime Minister Anwar Ibrahim, who had served as the mission’s official patron and flagged off the Malaysian contingent from Merdeka Square, denounced the interceptions as “a blatant assault on a peaceful humanitarian mission.” Families gathered outside the Command Centre, some weeping, others chanting slogans. Social media erupted with calls for the government to use “all legitimate and lawful means” to secure the activists’ release. The singer Heliza Helmi and her sister were among those detained. So were a preacher, a video editor, an actress, and the CEO of Cinta Gaza Malaysia—thirty-four Malaysians in total, representing a cross-section of the country’s civil society, all sailing under the banner of sumud, the Arabic word for steadfastness.

The Global Sumud Flotilla, as it was formally known, represented the largest civilian-led maritime convoy in history. More than five hundred participants from forty-four countries had spent months preparing for this moment.

The fleet comprised over fifty vessels of varying sizes—sailboats, small cargo ships, chartered yachts—that had departed from Barcelona, Genoa, Tunis, and Catania between late August and early September. Among the passengers were Swedish climate activist Greta Thunberg, Nelson Mandela’s grandson Mandla Mandela, and several European parliamentarians. The mission had been meticulously organized by four major coalitions: the Freedom Flotilla Coalition, with fifteen years of experience running sea missions to Gaza; the Global Movement to Gaza, a grassroots solidarity network; the Maghreb Sumud Flotilla from North Africa; and Sumud Nusantara itself, representing nine countries across Southeast and South Asia.

The flotilla’s stated objective was straightforward: to break Israel’s naval blockade of Gaza and deliver humanitarian aid directly to the territory’s two million residents.

The symbolism was carefully constructed.

Each boat, organizers said, represented “a community and a refusal to stay silent in the face of genocide.” The voyage had been livestreamed around the clock, with cameras broadcasting from multiple vessels as they crossed the Mediterranean. When drones circled the fleet off the coast of Crete, viewers watched in real time. When explosions rocked several boats in three separate attacks over the course of the month-long journey, the footage went viral. The mission had generated exactly the kind of global attention its organizers had hoped for.

And then came the interceptions. Israeli warships surrounded the lead vessels. Communications were jammed. Armed forces boarded the boats, detained the passengers, and began the process of towing them toward the port of Ashdod. The Israeli Foreign Ministry released a statement confirming that several vessels had been “safely stopped,” adding with apparent bemusement that “Greta and her friends are safe and healthy.” Six hundred police officers had been mobilized for the operation. Plans were in place to detain activists who refused deportation in a special tribunal to be formed within Ketziot prison.

The international response followed predictable lines. Turkey’s foreign ministry called it “an act of terrorism.” Colombia’s president called it “an international crime.” Italian unions called a general strike. Spain’s prime minister defended the flotilla. Italy’s prime minister urged it to stop. Malaysia’s government vowed to hold Israel accountable. The whole thing had the ritualistic quality of a passion play, with each actor performing their assigned role.

But here is where the story becomes interesting—not for what happened, but for what didn’t.


The flotilla was carrying, by most estimates, approximately two hundred and fifty tons of humanitarian aid. This figure had been reported consistently throughout the voyage as evidence of the mission’s altruistic intent. Two hundred and fifty tons sounds substantial. It conjures images of warehouses full of supplies, of meaningful relief for a population in crisis.

Divide two hundred and fifty tons by two million people—Gaza’s approximate population—and you get one hundred twenty-five grams per person.

Roughly four ounces.

A quarter of a pound.

For context, the World Food Programme recommends a minimum daily food ration of around two thousand calories, which translates to roughly two kilograms of mixed food commodities per person per day, depending on the nutritional density. Two hundred and fifty tons would feed Gaza’s population for approximately two hours.

This calculation is not meant to diminish the courage of those who sailed, nor to dismiss the humanitarian crisis in Gaza, which is real and devastating. It is simply to observe that the flotilla was not, in any practical sense, a humanitarian logistics operation. The aid was a symbol. The boats were a symbol. The entire exercise was constructed around symbolic action—which is not the same as saying it was meaningless. Symbols matter. Symbols shape narratives, and narratives shape policy. But symbols should be understood as symbols, not mistaken for the thing they represent.

Consider the alternative scenario that never happened: Israel, for reasons of strategic calculation or diplomatic pressure, decides not to intercept the flotilla. The fifty-odd vessels reach Gaza’s territorial waters, anchor offshore, and face an immediate practical problem. Gaza has no functional seaport. Israel destroyed the planned infrastructure years ago and bombed the Yasser Arafat International Airport in 2001, three years after it opened. The fishing area has been restricted to just three nautical miles from shore since 2006. There is no deep-water port, no cargo handling facilities, no customs infrastructure.

So the boats would sit there, engines idling, waiting for small vessels from Gaza to ferry supplies to shore. This process—unloading two hundred and fifty tons from fifty different boats using makeshift logistics—would take days. It would require coordination with Hamas, Gaza’s de facto governing authority. It would require trucks, warehouses, and distribution networks on land. It would generate spectacular images of international volunteers standing on decks, waving to shore, performing the theater of solidarity.

And then what? The boats would leave. They cannot stay indefinitely. They have limited fuel, limited provisions, limited crew endurance. The two hundred and fifty tons would be distributed, consumed in a matter of hours or days, and Gaza would return to exactly the state it was in before: blockaded, besieged, dependent on limited and controlled aid flows from official channels. The blockade itself—the network of naval vessels, the enforcement protocols, the international diplomatic architecture that sustains it—would remain completely intact.

Israel’s naval blockade would not have been “broken” in any meaningful military or logistical sense. You do not break a blockade by sailing through it once, any more than you end a siege by delivering one day’s supplies. Breaking a blockade requires either neutralizing the enforcing power, making enforcement politically unsustainable, or establishing a permanent alternative route. The flotilla could achieve none of these through the physical act of delivery.

Which raises the question: if the material impact would be negligible, why did Israel bother intercepting them at all?


The answer reveals the actual conflict at play. Israel was not worried about two hundred and fifty tons of food. Israel was worried about precedent.

Let us consider Israel’s decision matrix. Option A: Allow the flotilla through. Benefits include avoiding international condemnation, preventing the creation of martyrs, and allowing the mission to expose its own ineffectiveness. The aid amount is trivial. The boats will leave. Life continues. Option B: Intercept. Benefits include maintaining absolute enforcement credibility, deterring future attempts, preserving the blockade’s psychological authority, and satisfying domestic political demands to appear strong.

Israel chose Option B, which tells us something crucial: the symbolic dimension matters more than the material one. By intercepting, Israel validated the flotilla’s core strategic premise—that the blockade’s enforcement mechanism requires constant, visible, costly maintenance. Israel essentially announced: “We are not concerned about your aid tonnage. We are concerned about the idea of our blockade being contested becoming normalized.”

This is the deeper irony. The flotilla’s strategy only works if Israel intercepts them. If Israel had permitted them through, the mission would have exposed its own logistical futility. Organizers would have faced the uncomfortable reality of tiny aid amounts, temporary impact, and the impossibility of maintaining regular supply lines via civilian boats. The movement would lose momentum. Donors would ask uncomfortable questions. Future flotillas would face skepticism: “What’s the point?”

But Israel cannot permit them through, because military doctrine demands zero tolerance, domestic politics punishes appearing weak, and enforcement credibility is understood as all-or-nothing. The fear is slippery slopes: if fifty boats succeed, why not five hundred? What if enough boats arrive that interception becomes impossible? The blockade could erode not through military defeat but through exhaustion of enforcement.

This fear is likely overstated. The logistical barriers are real. Gaza has no port. Organizing fifty-boat flotillas costs millions and takes months. Maintaining continuous supply lines via small civilian vessels is fantasy. But the fear drives decisions nonetheless.

Annalisa Corrado, an Italian member of the European Parliament aboard one of the vessels, was refreshingly candid about this dynamic when speaking to Euronews before the interceptions: “What we want is to increase the political and diplomatic pressure around this mission, especially because the objective is Gaza, not the mission itself. The idea is that once we get there, the pressure on the Israeli government—not on the Flotilla—will be such that we can help restore a humanitarian corridor.”

Notice the admission embedded in that statement. The objective is not actually delivering this aid. The objective is creating sufficient political pressure that Israel is forced to permit a permanent humanitarian corridor. The flotilla is a catalyst for pressure, not a solution in itself. The boats are props in a larger drama.

Both sides, then, are executing strategies that fail to achieve their stated goals while succeeding at something else entirely. The flotilla claims to deliver aid but delivers primarily media coverage and political theater. Israel claims to enforce security but generates diplomatic crises while facing minimal actual threat. Neither can acknowledge this openly without undermining their public narrative.

If Israel were purely rational, they would occasionally let marginal flotillas through, document the logistical chaos, and use the failure to discredit future attempts. If flotilla organizers were purely focused on maximizing aid delivery, they would accept offers to transfer supplies through official channels in Cyprus or via Israeli inspection, prioritizing tonnage over symbolism. Neither does this, because the actual conflict is not about aid logistics or security threats. It is about legitimacy, narrative, international law, and political will.


There is a particular species of political conflict that functions through mutual performance, where both sides require their opponent to play a specific role for their own strategy to cohere. The Israeli-Palestinian conflict has many such dynamics, but the flotilla standoff represents one of its purest forms. The flotilla needs Israel to be the heavy-handed enforcer blocking humanitarian aid. Israel needs the flotilla to be the security threat justifying blockade enforcement. Neither can back down without losing face. The actual quantities of aid and actual security risks become secondary to the symbolic battle over who occupies the moral high ground.

This is not to say the underlying issues are unimportant. Gaza’s humanitarian crisis is real. Israel’s security concerns, however one evaluates their proportionality, are not fabricated. The blockade has devastating civilian impacts. But the flotilla, as a strategy for addressing these problems, operates almost entirely in the realm of symbol and performance.

Consider what the flotilla has actually accomplished across multiple attempts since 2010: zero tons of aid delivered, zero permanent policy changes, hundreds of activists detained, and enormous media coverage. The pattern repeats with nearly ritualistic precision. Boats depart. International attention builds. Israel intercepts. Condemnations issue. Activists are deported. The blockade continues unchanged. And yet both sides return to perform this dance again, because both derive something valuable from the performance itself.

The families gathered outside the Sumud Nusantara Command Centre are not wrong to worry about their loved ones aboard the detained vessels. The humanitarian concerns driving people to risk arrest are genuine. But the strategic architecture within which they operate is fundamentally theatrical—a series of symbolic confrontations designed to shape international opinion rather than to move physical goods from point A to point B.

What makes this particularly poignant is that everyone involved, at some level, knows this. The activists know they will likely be intercepted. The organizers know two hundred and fifty tons cannot break a blockade. Israel knows the boats pose no military threat. European governments know their naval escorts will withdraw before any confrontation. The media knows each flotilla will generate the same cycle of departure, drama, and detention. The performance continues because all parties have invested too much in their roles to break character.

Perhaps the most honest statement came from Tor Stumo, an American veteran aboard one of the vessels, speaking to The Progressive before the interceptions: “Israel has said that they will intercept us. They have said that they will send a prison ship and deport anyone who does not resist. They said that they will imprison us if we do resist, and sink our ships.” This is a man describing his forthcoming arrest as an established fact, yet proceeding anyway—not because he expects to deliver aid, but because the attempt itself is the message.


In the days following the interceptions, as Malaysian families waited for news of detained relatives and diplomatic channels worked to secure their release, the discourse followed entirely predictable patterns. Supporters framed the mission as heroic humanitarian action blocked by military aggression. Critics called it political theater exploiting genuine suffering. Both were correct.

The deeper truth is that the flotilla succeeded precisely because it failed. It was never meant to break the blockade through logistics. It was meant to break it through attention—by forcing the blockade’s enforcement mechanisms into visibility, by creating images of military forces stopping humanitarian workers, by generating diplomatic incidents that accumulate into political pressure. Whether this strategy will eventually work is an open question. Every flotilla since 2010 has been intercepted. The blockade remains. But the organizers continue, suggesting they see value in the repetition itself, in the slow accumulation of symbolic confrontations that might, eventually, shift the political calculus.

What Israel fails to grasp is that interception validates the strategy. Each detention proves that the blockade requires active, costly enforcement. Each diplomatic incident raises the price of maintenance. Each arrested activist becomes evidence in the case against the blockade’s legitimacy. From this perspective, the seventeen detained Malaysians are not failures of the mission but proof of its necessity.

What the flotilla organizers rarely acknowledge publicly is that their strategy depends entirely on Israel choosing the costly option. If Israel ever developed the political will to let a flotilla through—to call their bluff and expose the logistical theater—the entire approach would collapse. But Israel cannot do this, bound as it is by military doctrine, domestic politics, and the perceived need for absolute deterrence.

And so the dance continues. Boats will sail again. Activists will risk arrest again. Israel will intercept again. Families will worry again. Condemnations will issue again. And two million people in Gaza will remain blockaded, their humanitarian crisis unresolved by either side’s performance, as both parties execute strategies that fail at their stated objectives while succeeding at perpetuating the very conflict they claim to be trying to end.

The blockade that needs breaking, it turns out, is not only the naval one maintained by Israeli warships. It is the strategic deadlock between two sides locked in mutually dependent performance, each requiring the other to play villain for their own narrative to cohere, neither willing to acknowledge that the emperor’s humanitarian aid amounts to four ounces per person, and the emperor’s security threat consists of sailboats carrying baby formula.

The Sumud Nusantara activists remain in Israeli custody as of this writing, their fate subject to the same bureaucratic detention processes that have processed hundreds before them. Their families’ anguish is real. The humanitarian crisis in Gaza is real. But the strategy meant to address it operates primarily in the realm of symbol, spectacle, and recursive performance—a blockade of a different kind, where both sides have become prisoners of their own theatrical requirements, unable to exit the stage even as the script produces nothing but repetition.

Perhaps that is the real tragedy: not that the boats were intercepted, but that everyone involved knew they would be, proceeded anyway, and will do it all again—because in the absence of actual solutions, performance is what remains.

The Wonders of Human Laziness

One of the great motivating forces of humanity… Is laziness.

Yes, I know it’s a little bit ironic, but without going into detail, let’s just say that it’s a subtle and interesting force. And with that in mind, no greater solution to human laziness I think has been the advent of artificial intelligence. 

One of the fun little projects I’ve been experimenting with is with Claude Code. How interesting considering how just a few days ago I was one of those people who would dismiss the very idea of using multiple AI agents as ludicrous. Frankly, ChatGPT has been enough for me, and it likely will continue to be enough for me under the vast majority of all circumstances, purely because of its superior transcription capabilities.

Initially, I bought the $100 USD Max Plan only because I could thought I could use it for autonomously controlling my computer through a Chrome extension which I thus far still haven’t gotten access to, but it turns out that I’ve been using the quota allocation for something a little bit more productive.

With that in mind, here I have two small coding projects already:

 1. A social media scheduler that connects to your respective Instagram and Facebook as well as LinkedIn APIs for scheduling posting

 2. This new NLE that I’m working on called Verbatim.

It’s all very interesting to try out and I’ve been learning quite a fair bit about software development; it’s going to have to break in a whole bunch of different ways before we get it all entirely right I imagine, but I am pleasantly surprised at how amazing this is though. 

I don’t think that I have gotten into this if I were lazy in the way that I am.

Well, I guess there’s something good about everything really, laziness included – but is it really laziness at the end of the day if you are creating stuff every day just because it’s fun?Â